retard can

=.= I am totally broke.

Frankly speaking, I really don’t where I spent all the money, except maybe:
1) FOOD (of course)
2) Earpiece ^^ (bought a uber pretty iLuv earpiece!!!)
3) Photo developing and…
4) Photocopying

Craziness, everyone is spending bombs on assignments.

*SIGH*

Oh, and maybe the freaking transport fees for today.

I totally forgot that my concession ended yesterday!!! X( And I am such a total retard to be keep traveling everywhere with Arisa the crazy girl to somewhat stalk her pcosw. =.=

Lols. Now I even know where her pcosw (quite a pretty boy. ^^;; lols) is living at. Oh gosh, now I am reduced to a hentai stalker, thanks to that crazy girl (I think stupid girl suits her more but I can’t call her that because her bro call her that. lols. weird reason but yeah). XD

Oh!!! And I finally got my film roll to be developed!!!! And I think I am really retard today. I don’t know why I chose to print out the roll instead of having it to scan to disk and I only realized it after 30 minutes later. Such stupidness, blehx. LAUGH AT ME!!! *glares* TT_______TT

Anyway, I will scan the pics when I have the spare time. =)))) Some pics are so damn chio, I tell you!!! XD

I can totally list down at least 5 retard things that I have done today!!! >_< But I shall just list down 3 for all of ya to laugh at. =P

1) Feeling so frantic cuz I can’t open my scenes in Maya but in the end it’s cuz I am opening the scenes with the student edition instead of the 2008 version =.= damn clever!!!
2) Spend bucks on transport (xtra bucks to stalk ari’s pcosw. lols)
3) Develop film roll w/o asking the staff to scan the pics to disk =.=

It seems like I still have a lot of things to do:
1) CG Modelling
2) Editing
3) Break down script
4) Fill up log sheets
5) Journal #1
6) AfterEffects (need to borrow the book from lib)
7) Collect all the nice products from classmates
8 ) Tech training facilitators on the next 2 saturdays

heck, i don’t care

Crazy shit. I don’t understand why I can’t print anything with my dumb printer now, which I could in the past. Okay, now I am cranky, I am even complaining about my printer now. Well, I am always complaining about trivial things so heck, I don’t care any more. Roll your eyes, blehx.

Going to 杀 to school earlier tmr just to print the stupid script. Sigh. Slap me please, I am such a bitch who always leave everything to the last minute. Dumbass, like always. =\

Oh, and I need reminders.

Like, bring colour pencils/highlighters for tmr lessons.
And… print my photos for submission of assignment.
Do my journal assignment.
Do my freaking difficult CG assignment.

And what?

IT FEELS LIKE THERE’S STILL THINGS UNDONE BUT I DON’T RMB!!!

=S

Uh, well. =\

Anyway, watched IRON MAN with Guili & Charis today (yesterday, to be precise. The time now I am blogging is 12.30AM) by chance. I wasn’t intentionally going to watch movie with them but it happens that I am feeling kind and nice (totally opposite to my evil personality) and decided to accompany Charis to Sapura to repair her cracked MacBook (poor girl, have to pay $1000+ just for a cracked LCD screen. My conclusion is: MAC sucks!!! It just look good and nothing else). And then they happens to plan to go to watch IRON MAN and thus, there was I sitting at Cathay watching the cool movie. XD

Heh. For a moment I don’t feel like paying for the tickets (if we can’t buy the tickets at $6) because I don’t feel like watching the movie even if it only meant paying another $1.50, but I have to go back home late at night. I just feel like going home early and nua in front of my lappie watching stupid variety shows or read my novel. lols. I can totally see the “TSK”, “WTF”, “YOU’RE SO DAMN PETTY” faces on the girls, but *shrugs* I don’t want to freaking force myself to go with the flow just because the others are annoyed by my actions. I know my reason of dropping the movie is weird but yeah… At least, that’s how I felt that moment and I just feel like doing it and I don’t care, because I happened to love to annoy people, especially these days. The devil inside is roaring now. *evil laugh*

But in the end, I still watched IRON MAN with them. haha. Don’t worry, I won’t be writing spoiler.

Thanks goodness, the movie is quite nice. ^^ Though I am still picky with the CG effects and almost deafened by the sound effects, it’s nevertheless a high-end (above average) movie. Good plot, nice effects, awesome sound effects, and charming acting. Love the bad guy charisma of Robert Downey Jr. (IRON MAN) in this movie especially. Haha. XD That leopard that don’t change its spots (watch the last scene of the press conference). *grins*

But the ending (after the credits list) totally ruin the show. I don’t understand why nowadays they (movie makers) love putting a short “ending”/”opening for next sequel” at the end of the credits. Don’t they know “less is more”? Please, stop where you should.

Well, but somehow while I was watching the movie, my mind sidetracked thinking that I would prefer Japanese’s shounen animes in comparison with the Westerners’ superheroes movies. Haha. Sorry lah, I got a super random mind that I can’t control. XD I mean, I like movies… but… maybe I ain’t that a “WEST” fan? lols. More of an “ASIA” crazy fan girl. ^^;;

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My mind has been wandering a lot these days, especially when I don’t understand the lectures. *sigh* And this… is what I will do:

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I just happened not to restrict myself that much any more. Say nothing that I am innocent, nor do I am a hard-nut-to-crack conservative because I am a mere human asshole who is mean and evil. I am just happened to dislike those “morally incorrect” or whatsoever issues; I just happened to be like that. I accept things as they are, but it doesn’t mean that I am in support of them, I have my own set of principles that I want to stand by it as much as I can.

Everyone has their own set of thinking and it is often not the environment who will change one but the one’s mind to decide his/her own personality. ENVIRONMENT is just a BULLSHIT excuse to let yourself to be “downgraded”. Don’t push ALL the blame to the poor environment (btw, the environment is also created by stupid human). I know we will more or less be influenced by people around but, hello? Don’t you think for yourself? O_o;;

AGRRRGHHH!!! I don’t know how should I put this. I give up. =\

i want to be more of myself. At the same time, I want to be kind and nice; good-tempered and forever-zen. How difficult is that… =\ Hmmmmmmmmmm…

It’s really difficult not to be annoyed sometimes. XD

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I always wanted to apologize to those who are uncomfortable with my use of vulgarities because I understand most of you out there who know me often have a misconception that I won’t use vulgar language. Haha. Sorry, I can’t help to feel funny that you all have this misconception, but yar… SORRY anyway. Though I will continue the vulgarities. =X

Oops.

Haha. ^^

No lah, don’t worry. I will try not to overdo it. =)))

sooth

Today marks the end of my tuition assignment, which lasted for two months or less. Thanks goodness they are going back to India this coming weekend and I requested to end it earlier!!! XD Because I am so freaking busy with/screwed up by assignments these days that I hardly have much rest. Well, at least I am having a nice rest today and I will be for the next few days, since most of the assignments #1 of modules have ended. But please let my panda eyes go for whitening before I am dead tired again. *prays hard*

Hahs.

But I supposed the sooth is… I AM SICK OF THAT BRAT!!!

XD haha… Just joking. She’s a nice kid, just a bit over-active and unable to concentrate and thinks that she’s too clever for me. =.=

Oh wells. =P

Anyway, I am finally reading 九把刀’s《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》!!!! YEAHHHHHHH!!!!! XD I am only at the second chapter but I can already conclude that the main character in the book is a weirdo + funny dude (like always in Giddens’ books ^^). Haha. I think that’s why I keep reading Giddens’ books? With all these characters with special personalities and there are always surprises in his stories that intrigues me to read on, even if the plot isn’t that intriguing. This genius author seriously has a way of writing. =))))

I was practically smiling like an idiot on the bus just now because of this book!!! XD

CLOVER

Okay, I haven’t blog about this yet.

Anyway, Honey & Clover (TW) Live Action has their first blast of promos by having all the 5 leads to be grouped into a visual kei rock band: CLOVER.

WELL~~~~~~~~~~~~ *coughs*

Stupid stylists who put all that eyeliner on Eddie’s face!!!!!! Though he looks sort of… pretty with eyeliner… BUT I DON’T LIKE!!!! =.= And I don’t understand why only Joe don’t have eyeliner like the other two guys too. I know they (the promo division) want them (the cast) to “look” like a rock band, but why the hell visual kei? Some more still… SEMI-VISUAL KEI. DUH!!!!~~~ I mean, if you want to do it, make it complete lah. SEMI-VISUAL KEI is like… so out of nowhere and out of place??? =(((

Oh wells.

But the girls’ images* are quite nice (*costume-wise)…

Hmmmm… I haven’t got the chance to listen to that song they sang for the drama though. Hope that the song is not out of place like their visual kei rock band image. Haha. =X

I am mean, but I don’t care.

oh-so-hate-assigments

Oh-freaking-hell-I-so-hate-assignments-involving-photography.

>_< Well, not because I hate photography but I am quite CMI when it comes to following the rules and instructions of all the photography assignments. I am more of a casual photographer I suppose. *sigh* I swear I won’t be earning much if I become a professional photographer because I will just throw all my clients’ requirements to the trash bin and just go on to take pictures that I want. =X keke.

BLAHs!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate assignments, but I can’t control them from invading my life, I am already feeling something like this: what-the-hell-get-lost-will-you!!! >_< FOR EACH AND SINGLE DAY EVER SINCE SCHOOL STARTED!!! TT______TT I think I will be better off if I am dead. =X

blehx. And I am having photoshop torment again. =(((

Try putting this…

And this…

into this…

Hell man, I am so fed up with the lightings!!! ARGHHHHH!!!! I simply don’t give a damn now already, I don’t care even if it looks crappy. =(((

But as long as there’s Eddie in the picture (LOL!!!), I don’t mind anything… <3

^^ hahs. =P

I am crazy, so what?

Lalalalalala~~~~~~~~~

是我变得太快，还是你们从来都不曾试着了解我？
也或许，我本身也和你们一样不太懂这样的我。

080510 KBS DBSK interview

Their latest interview in Korea. Mwhahahaha… So happy for them to top the Oricon charts twice with different singles in such a short time. MWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! ZZANG!!! XD

And yeahness!!!~~~ Yunho’s hair is finally short (watch the video and you’ll know)!!! MWHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!! <3

I’ve watched the chinese subbed version on tudou but I can’t seem to find the embed code thus I can’t post the subbed version of video here. But you people can go to ●.花′孽¨ ft. TVXQ to search for that video if you know how to read chinese. Euukyakya~~~ *imitates Junsu’s laughter* haha.

Lalala~~~ I am so happy Yunho’s hair is short again. =P

Lalala~~~ I just have short hair obsession. *looks at Changmin*

Lalala~~~ And Junsu is super dorky in this video (haha, I know he is always dorky). What on earth he said in his “Kenya” language? lols. He’s impossible!!! <3

Lalala~~~ I can’t stop laughing at Jaejoong. lols. Crazy dude with his hilarious imitation (the one he did on Happy Together). XD

Lalala~~~ Now I feel like cutting the golden straps of hair on Micky’s head. =X

Infatuated with Yunho again. ^^

^^ heehee.

life’s like this

I am already starting to blog on alternative days now, see how busy and tired I am these days. =((( haha… I know, I know. You people must be thinking if I am really that busy, why would I even bother to blog so much right? Well, you know… Blog is like a virtual drug, and I am addicted to it. Moreover, there’s so much to blog about!!!!

For example, last night’s help on Freshies Concert 2008. Or the photography trip at Little India, Vivocity and etc.

I can even talk about the orientation freshman outing of photography club which was AGES ago, or maybe even the crazy photos (just received not long ago) that my class took last year with our favourite art teacher who left us to another school. =\

There’s just too many things to be update about.

Anyway, I happened to meet up with old mates just now, for a concert. =))) It has been how long since I last met them? Feels like ancient ago. haha.

Well, I didn’t really see them all but yeah… there’s still Audrey, Ivy and Jiemin (even saw Wenbin seh!!! XD he’s so tall now. lols) anyways. hahs. But I think I am only “familiar” with Aud. =P Feels so weird all of a sudden.

Haha… Aud told me that she’s surprised that I would come, cuz in the past, I wasn’t the one who will give support to the performing friends by going to concert (cuz I think it’s quite a waste of time and money but now going to these concerts is the only way to meet up with the old mates), well, I was surprised too to receive her sms. haha.

While some things don’t change, some others changed. Hmmmmm… =I

It’s a wonder how much I have changed ever since I graduated from CCHY. I mean, I think at least I have become more interactive (esp. nowadays)… I think. Haha.

Almost forget to mention, HAPPY MOTHERS’ DAY to all mothers in the world, especially my dear mum. XD

Got to eat dinner with my grandparents with my whole family. It feels so weird that it’s no longer the crowded family gathering over at my grands’ house. I guess my grandma is really frustrated that she’s the one who has to ask everyone back for MOTHERS’ DAY dinner. Yeah, I kinda understand that (even though…).

But anyway, as much as I want to blog more about my life, I would most probably divert my attention to those underrated singers/bands (especially the chinese genre, cuz I have been talking too much on Kpop these days. lols) in the end which is more interesting than talking about my (boring) life.

Footnote:
- JS：此生最美的风景
- 郭静 Claire Kuo：下一个天亮
- 元卫觉醒
- 弦子
- Jenny Young
- 阿桑

I hope I didn’t miss out anyone/anything I want to talk about…

刘力扬

Nope, 刘力扬 is not a guy’s name. It’s a she. I know she looks like a guy but I swear she’s quite a feminine person (please look at the MVs of Ti Amo & 传说). =)))

Haha. For those who are Fahrenheit’s fans / love the song “Ti Amo” from Fahrenheit’s 《双面飞轮海》should know this female singer from China already. ^^ If you have not, listen to the song here.

I was browsing CPop stuffs online just now and happened to found out that she has been having quite a few duets with my favourite singers in 華研 like Tank(我就是这样) and Yoga 林宥嘉(传说／《太王四神记》OST)!!!

I think the most surprising thing of all is that 刘力扬 & Yoga are singing for 太王四神记!!! O_O I thought I saw wrongly when I first watched the MV, ya’ know!!! Not to discriminate 太王四神记 or what, but then I can’t control myself to think that drama is pretty weird… =X keke.

Anyways, that’s not my point. =P

Haha. But I am already lazy to write details… so people, if you are interested, you can go to Wikipedia: Liu Li Yang!!!

She seriously has a damn good vocal but her career path is sort of rough. I sure hope she can make a hit in Taiwan!!! Cuz her voice is really worth to be listen to. Not even to mention 華研 is a million superb in promo their artistes (like S.H.E, Tank, Fahrenheit, 星光帮 etc.), especially that this company has a tonnes lot of talented singers!!! XD

But I am hoping that Z Chen and 阿桑 can continue to cut their albums too, it’s been so long since I last heard of them loh!!! I mean, they are really talented singers but they are just super underrated!!! >_<

Her blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/liuliyang

sidetracked life

Seriously, the school is practically draining out each and everyone of us. Bloody sucker which sucks all our energy just to get the assignments to be and done (and be done nicely and sweetly).

Dang!!! NOT TO MENTION I HAVE CRAZILY PACKED MY SCHEDULE WITH TUITION & CCA ACTIVITIES!!!

>_<

The earliest time that I reached home these days is like… 9+ pm? Latest 12am - 1am in the morning. O_O Like wtf lah, this is such a sick life. Just for school activities?!?! Freaking ridiculous lor!!! =.=|||

But then again, I think I am the most ridiculous one making my schedule so damn packed and I still have the energy to blog about kpop in the middle of the night/dawn… *looks at the entry below* TT_______TT

SIGH!!! I really miss the times when I am still able to achieve nirvana of my otaku’s life!!! =S

Anyway, there’s TONNES!!! of photos to be upload… and many funny moments to remember but I feel so lazy to organize my pictures… XS

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

Someone must have been frying my brain cells, like this…

널 부르는 노래 (Remix Ver.)

I just can’t stop wondering how the boys react to this song when they first heard it/know that they are going to be doing things like what they did in this MV.

Because… the MV is just plain weird to me, especially the dance. =S

Please DO NOT tell me that the dance is cute or whatsoever, cuz I seriously think otherwise. Haha… can you even imagine how Hyunjoong reacts to the “cute” dance they have? lols. My imagination tells me that he’s quite reluctant to do so but then again, he has weird thinking so… LOLs!!! I can’t guarantee anything but then… THIS MV IS JUST DAMN WEIRD TO ME LAH!!!

Grrrr… I thought I always prefer their goofy sides but then this MV… errrr… Sorry, I only have goosebumps and question marks everywhere. =.=

Weird story, weird characters, weird mv. =.=
Especially Kyunjong part, which is totally… out of place?

And the boys should get some advice for acting skills, cuz I can’t stop raising my eyebrows when I am watching them acting in this MV. hahs. =P

Sorry to be mean but… *shrugs*

Maybe it’s just plainly for laughs. XP

Sigh. What’s happening?

I mean, the song is definitely fine but this MV is seriously not to my liking. =((( *shrugs*