it’s hard

I always get this cowardly feeling whenever
I can’t put “Sorry” and “Thank You” etc. into spoken words.
It’s kind of pathetic, ya?
I mean, I can be thinking of these words whenever I accepted help or etc.
but I can’t say it out loud, I find it quite hard. haha.
Especially to my mom.
Lol. I think I have made her life quite pathetic with my wilfulness and laziness.
Even though I think my life is also as miserable listening to her jumping onto conclusions
that people are forever thinking of harming her.
=.=
But that’s what family are for. =)

Hahs. It must be the ego in me that I can’t say the words. keke. =p
I think I relate better with writing/drawing instead of talking.
Sigh, it’s hard to speak out what I exactly wanted to mean…
It’s hard for me, at least. =\
It’s always too easy to get misunderstood. *nods with smile*
I might be blunt sometimes, but I don’t mean any harm…
Erm… okay, maybe sometimes.
Hahaha… when I get so irritated with people, I tend to be even more blunt. =p

Anyways, I have an interview on Wednesday.
Weird enough, on 5PM. hahs.
I wonder how’s the working time will be like cuz it’s part-time.
Most probably in the evenings?
I didn’t really ask about it, cuz those HR staff will forever reply “Come for the interview”
and yet not answering to any of your questions.
Hahs. =\

Oh, I shall update on my toy Vivitar UWS when it arrives. ^^
Stay tuned!!! I will take lots of photos if I could. XD

Say your words